It is really cold out there.

All of a sudden, here comes winter.
I'm a slow person, a slow person cant take sharp change.
No, I cant.
Even someone had warned me, I still cant.

Have the fall gone already? Just in a day?
I'm not even sure if the fall had been here.

I need time to decompress, to get used to changes.

Life is a cycle.
We keep doing the same things, making the same mistakes.

Last year this time, I was spending my study morning on xanga,
This year this time, I am spending my study morning right here again.

And, I always found something is actually meant something to me AFTER I had thrown it all away.

Damn it.

 

Damn it!

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得閒摷返d xanga 出黎睇, 都真係幾過癮.
依然岩feel, 唔通我真係冇大過??? 

Lately,
I've been thinking of Utility Level.

The term "util" is used to measure the exact level of utility or satisfaction.
 - Cardinal concept of utility



Carrie said:
"I'm someone who is looking for love. Real love, ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other-love."

And, she found it.
After all those years and tears, she found it.

Real and can't-live-without-each-other-love, sounds tempting.
But ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming love is not so tempting.

Is it worthy to take the shot?
Is it okay to pay the cost?

Or,
as utility is not observable nor measurable, no preference schedule of an individual can be constructed?

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Still,
Better alone than badly accompanied.